::~last presentation~::

i did my last presentation just now..and i have this kind of weird thing going on inside me..i hate presentation..I HATE PRESENTATION..i don't like to speak in front of other people..i just dont think that kind of assessment suits me..you know..i'm not the type of girl that speaks much..hahhahahha..i'm lying here..but you know what, i like to talk but not academically..i just don't see myself as the academic type of person..and the last presentation that i did in Australia was just a big disaster...yes..DISASTER!!!i'm not putting any hope in this one..so, okay la..hopelessly homesick ktakan..+)
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....nk blik

::~kECEWa~::

Sedikit waktu yang kau miliki
Luangkanlah untukku
Harap secepatnya datangi aku
S'kali ini ku mohon padamu
Ada yang ingin ku sampaikan
Sempatkanlah...
Hampa kesal dan amarah
S'luruhnya ada dibenakku
Tandai seketika
Hati yang tak terbalas
Oleh cintamu...
Kuingin marah, melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri disini
Ingin kutunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
Bahwa hatiku kecewa...
Sedetik menunggumu disini, s'perti seharian
Berkali kulihat jam ditangan
Demi membunuh waktu
Tak kulihat tanda kehadiranmu
Yang semakin meyakiniku
Kau tak datang

p/s::lagu ini buat encik biskut yg suka tinggalin sya sndrian di sini::hahhaha

::~HOROSCOPE~::

DO YOU BELIEVE IN HOROSCOPE?DO YOU PLAN YOUR DAY BASED ON YOUR HOROSCOPE?I DO!!!I ALWAYS LOOK ON MY HOROSCOPE..IT'S NOT THAT I BELIEVE THEM BUT SOMETIMES, WHEN I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO, I'LL JUST LET MYSELF BELIEVE IN THE HOROSCOPE..I KNOW IT'S NOT GOOD TO HAVE THIS FALSE BELIEVE..BUT THAT'S ME..

TODAY MY HOROSCOPE READ AS:

The Bottom Line

Step out of reality today when you have the chance, -- check into your fantasy life!

In Detail

Step out of reality today when you have the chance, and check in with your fantasy life! It's been stuck on pause for far too long -- you need to get back in there and fill in some blanks. Dream about where you'll be in ten years, fantasize about who you will be with and what you will be doing. There is no harm in having the line between reality and fantasy blurred right now. In fact, it will make your reality all the more clear. Daydreaming can help your day go by!

HAHAHAHA..I KNOW.IT TELLS ME TO BE IN THE FANTASY LAND.. I DID VISIT THE FANTASY LAND MORE FREQUENT THAT I HAD IN THE PAST..I THINK THAT THE HOROSCOPE IS JUST LATE BY FEW DAYS. I DID ALL THE THINGS DESCRIBED IN TODAY'S HOROSCOPE FEW DAYS BACK..HAHAHHAA..I KEPT ON IMAGINING WHO WILL I LIVE MY LIFE WITH..WHO WILL I SHARE THE NEWS OF "I'M PREGNANT" WITH AND THAT SORTS OF THINGS..YOU KNOW..AND UNTIL NOW, ALL MY IMAGINATIONS ARE BLURRED..I DON'T KNOW THE FACES..I JUST SAW ME IN THE IMAGINATION. THE SURE THING WAS ONLY ME..

::~SEMPURNA~::

aihh..i've been wanting to write about this a long time ago..but i chose not to write it before because it was still fresh in the memory..because i did not want to further complicate things which were already complicated..and i think, this is the right time to write what i feel about this because, i believe, every one involved in this matter finally forgot what the matter was *hopefully*..it was just a misunderstanding..more from my side*guess so*..but the weird thing is i can't get this out from my mind..not that i don't want to but every time i want to forget it, new things come in the way and these things remind me back of the matter..not anyone's faults but it's just time is playing tricks with me..i don't even know why i've done a lotsa thinking about this matter recently..i can't help it.it just pops out of my mind and it stays there until i've finally got other things to think..i know, what i know and i know what i feel..but why can't this matter stays where it should stay???nowhere in my heart..i sometimes question myself with my actions, my thoughts, and even with the most complex thinking that i've done, i can't never break this matter into pieces and understand the whole bit of it..you move on from this..but i'm still stuck with it..

*am i that SEMPURNA?or is it just as song that you like*

i'll never know this kind of thing ..and for that, i really want to put this matter to rest..but, i should stop thinking about it first..and that's exactly what i'm falied to do!!!BUT, i'll do it

::~salam lebaran from Brisbane,Australia~::

hye all!!!it's been a long time since i last wrote in this blog..bukannye apa..busy sesangat..xde msa nk tulis2 blog..kranya option yg i ada tulis blog or buat kuih raya..so, hrusla buat kuih raya yg i pilih..i semangat sket buat kuih2 raya ni..walaupun i xtau bt bnyak pun..sekadar cornflakes beradu je..hahhahahahha..bengong...tp cam betul la..aku sibuk sbab buat kuih tu la..naik bengkak tangan ni bt cornflake tu..hahhaha..

smbil2 buat kuih, smbil2 saiko..saiko nk balik..memanjang mulut aku nk blik..nk blik umah..nk blik umah..nk balik umah.naik tuli sume org yg dgr rintihan tu..tp pape pn..smpi nk dekat seminggu raya pun still xblik2 jgk..yela..kalu ikut ati n balik, aku mmg xdtg sini dh..anta assigmnt online jela..xmampu nk beli return ticket..hahhahaaha..

nway, anther reason xnk blik adlah sbb dh last tyme dh rya kt negara omputih ni..xtau bila lgi aku akn ada kesempatan nk beraya kt luar ngra..kalu ada rezeki cpatla..kalu x, lmbt skit la..tp pape pun, aku xnk la miss the last moment beraya kt brisbane ni..sedey okes nk kna blik dh..tp ada jgk sbhgian diri aku yg dh tergedix2 nk blik..dh start pgkah2 kalendar dh..huahuahua..now, less than 2 months dh..td akran ckap, "ampa sedar x klu org tnya, bla nk blik?kta dh blh jwab, next month dh blik?"huhu..kejap je kn msa ni..tp pape pn can't wait to breath the air in Malaysia..huahuahua

so,d kesempatan ini, ak nk mnta maaf la kalu terksar bhasa dlm blog ni or kt luar..kdg2 mmg xsdr..laser je mulut aku..bukan apa..dh nature aku begitu..so sorryla ek..xmksdkn pun..

buhbye..selamat hari raya..