FED UP!!!

humm..the title itself has already sent a clear message of what i've been feeling lately.. i've had enuff of this long, repeated and boring talk about this person..that person.. i'm sooooooooooooooooooooo tired of it.. so f**k out..i am here not to listen to ur life story let alone ur whatever story.. i'm soooooooooooo soooooooooooo fed up with all that things..i'm okay as long it's not too much.. u have taken all the spaces inside me and has made me listen to all the craps that you feel like i am interested to know about..or maybe you must have felt that i will die if i do not know what the craps are...ok, FYI, i don't give a f***ing damn about those craps.. satisfied?????eeeeeeeeeeeee....gram betol aku...saiko!!!saiko!!!saiko!!!

i have had enuff problems, so don't you come and put some more burden on my shoulders..i don't know how long i can take it..i really don't.. i have come to the point that i cannot tolerate those unnecessary things anymore..so go away..!!!!i have my own things to look at..

ok, i would like to end this blog, with a calm heart..wish me luck!!!i'm not that angry but maybe the words are bit harsher..but i couldn't help it..sorry..

what is the problem????

humm.he told me the other day that he had to go to some place to do some ground work..so i told him, "Ok" as long as he will always be with me..so he said "ok, i will try my best but i can't promise you to be by ur side 24/7 as i don't know whether or not the place will have good reception. so i told him, "ok, i understand"...

but clearly now, i don't understand because, i sent him a couple of messages and in my sent items folders, it is stated near all the messages "SENT"..humm. i don't understand about this..ok, my positive mind tells me to believe that mybe even at the place where there is no reception, i can always sent messages and the messages will magically arrived at his phone, he can read them but the bad thing is he cannot even reply one of the messages even if he badly wants to reply it..humm..poor thing.. ok, my negative mind tells me that i have to ignore him as well as he, himself has no efforts or whatsoever in replying my messages. go to hell with the reception, if i can send him messages, he too can send me messages. right?am i right??

ok, the second thing that i really don't understand about this situation now is that, i tried to call him a few times and surprisingly, i got to hear ringing tones from his phone and shockingly, not even once he picked up the phone..humm..aihhhhh..my positive mind keeps telling me that maybe, he is busy with his ground work and he doesn't even have the slight amount of time to pick up my call. maybe, he keeps his mobile phone away from him n when i call him, he is not with the phone, so he couldn't pick up the phone..humm i sincerely hope that what i am forced to believe is true..humm, my negative mind tells me that he doesn't want to talk to you, so you should not disturb him with ur call and go find ur own life..he doesn't want to hear ur voice n he has silenced his phone so that he cannot hear it when it's ringing. he doesn't want to talk to u and he pretends to be busy or maybe he lies to you about the place has no reception at all..(humm, i wonder how i can get through to his phne but he doesn't get through with mine. am i being the one who is at the isolated place????)..oo GOd, i hate this....

ok, now, that i have poured all the dilemma in this post??so, now, what is the problem anyway????i don't know..anyone??

LEave Me Alone (i'm LonelY)..huhuhu

humm. i had a wish that i wanted to feel how it feels like when i am alone. now, the wish has come true and i really don't like how i feel at the moment..but i know, it surely will go away..but along the time that i have to be alone with myself, humm..definitely i will go senseless and demented over that period of time..hahahhaha..lucikly, i always have friends who will always be there beside me and cheer me up..hahahhahaa.. (hopefully)..finger crossed..humm..

recently, i have nothing to tell. nothing special. nothing interesting. nothing seems to interest me and the list goes on..hhahahha..n the list will have nothing..penin2..

bubbye..sya mhu mkan n main game..buhsan..

it's HIS birthday..

happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to my sayang..happy birthday to u..

hum, today is my sayang's birthday..emm sadly, i do not have the chance to post all the thingsthat i want to give him earlier..yer la..semalam bru nk sbuk beli kad kn..tp sya mmg ikhlas pun nk bg bnda2 tu..cuma terlewat skit..hehhehe..my friends said that i'm kedekoottt..yerla..habis beratus kt diri sendiri but i did not buy anything to him..humm..bukanla begitu, tp i did not know what should i buy for him..n when i asked him what he would like to have on his birthday, he said he wants to meet me..tp yg tu xleh la kn..itu lma lg la...hahhaha..so left unresolved.mmg xtau..so ini jela yg mampu disediakan ..emm tp bla nk g post plak kn..aihhh..busy betol hdup artis ni..hahhahahaha...

hummm..Boot's Day!!!hahhaahah=)

emm..arini, kalu korg prsan blog yg lepas, supposedly, i had to do only that certain things that i had listed..anyhow, my plan did change..it had added some flavours in my day and had made my day a beautiful one..hehehhehe..

fat, my housemate, asked me yesterday, what wud i like to do for the rest of yesterday..i answered nothing much..just wanna walk to the city and buy a birthday card for my hubby..coz, today is his birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!!!!I LOVE U VERY MUCH!!!

ok, kmbli kpada cite...emm, so fat asked me if she can join the "walking" and i said, yes..absolutely...n we decided to take pictures together and i told her that i feel like i want to wear my boots..n fat told me she had the same feeling too..hehhehe..ni la kisah sebermulanya ari ini..hehhehe...

so, kteorg pun melaram la..cam mak datin rsanye..tp mak datin yg muda la..bkn la yg kerepot tuh...hahhahaha..siap sumenya, kteorg pun g la jln2..n lupa nk gtau..zaim pun ikot jgk..hehhehehe..

n..inilah hsilnya..mcm artis x?aihhh.but i really need to work on my smile and my postures..eeeee.hrus blaja lg ni..lihat ye hasilnya..

hum.this is my pic buddy: fat..sgat hebat kalu berposing..dia le yg nshatkn aku spya jgn buka kaki,,nant nmpak p**_**t..hahhahhaa.keji kan..xpela..at least nshatnye berguna...nmpak la skit keayuan..hheheh=)